Paradoxical Disclaimer

Disclaimer: It’s not about you, it’s about me.

 

“I am not what I see when I stand in front of the mirror. I am not what you think; I am not what you see. I am not what you believe me to be. ” – JD

There are days I don’t wanna sleep. I just want to exhaust my playlist and watch movies till I die. Then, there are days I can’t sleep, not because I don’t want to but I just can’t. All sorts of unanswerable questions pop up in my mind. I think, it’s one of those nights. This time, it’s not the GOD or the universe who is keeping me awake; it’s me, who am I?

I am JD. No! That’s just my name. I go by that, people call me by that. It’s just a label to identify me. JD is not me. I am tall, dark, handsome, cool, intellectual, generous, upright, rich and single (it’s my goddamn post and I have the liberty to write 😛 ). But these are just my attributes. It’s not me.

I am a son, a brother, a friend, a lover (ahem, yeah, I love my Motorcycle). I play many roles in my life and I have many more to play. Some day, I will be a husband, father, father-in-law, grandfather (okay, I think I have reached the (E)nd of (T)hinking (C)apacity)

I am an Indian. It’s where I live, prosper and grow. Like every other Indian. I am tagged to a religion but I didn’t choose it. I was born with it. I work for an American corporation as a software engineer, but that’s my job. That’s not me.

I am made of Earth, Water, Fire, Air, and Ether. I see, I feel, I hear, I smell, I touch, I taste. I evolved out of an ape. I am a homo sapien (for few ignorant ones, not homosexual, both are very different things). But there are many human beings on this planet earth. I am just another man; one of them. But that’s not who I am.

Then who the “F” am I?

I am everything and everything is a part of me

Do I sound like Morgan Freeman of Bruce Almighty?

I am what I hate

I am what I like

I am the shadow in the light

I am the way I walk

I am how I talk

I am what I wear

I am with whom I sleep

I ‘m my character

I’m my attitude

I’m my experiences

I’m my deeds, I’m my thoughts, I’m my words, I’m what I feel;

I have more to me than meets the eye

Let me reassure you, I am not out of my mind

I can count to 10 and I can walk in a straight line.

 

P.S. Who am I? I don’t give a damn 😀

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